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Say Yes and Keep Smiling

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In the highly anticipated sequel to Suck it In and Smile, Ellie is wrestling her picture-perfect life as a social media influencer back under control — but how long can she keep bridging the distance between the desire to be herself and the pressure to conform? 

Ellie is an inspiration to her hundreds of thousands of followers on Instagram and YouTube. Her book of wellness tips (including her signature recipe for chocolate chip–chickpea cookies) is about to launch. She is one half of a social-media power couple with singer Samuel Vanasse, who is now her fiancé. And she is on the verge of breaking into the top three on the YouTube charts. She has everything she needs to be happy — but lately, when she starts crying, she can't seem to stop. 

Between her father's failing health and the charming yet enigmatic Dave, between her friendship-rivalry with another YouTuber and the pressure to be "authentic" at all times, Ellie is lost. She retreats into her old patterns and tries to regain control of her life, one Fat Burning Challenge at a time. But listening to her heart isn't as easy — or glamorous — as she's been making it look to her followers. 

This exciting conclusion to Ellie's story examines how we measure success and happiness, while exploring the complexities of body image, female rivalry and grief.


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    • Kirkus

      July 15, 2023
      Influencer Ellie searches for her real self amid a livestreamed proposal, her father's declining health, and her disordered eating habits. In this sequel to Suck It in and Smile (2022) translated from French and set in Quebec, 25-year-old Ellie seems headed for peak influencer success with her account, Quinoa Forever. She's about to release a book, is engaged to her musician boyfriend, and her collaboration with fellow influencer Mila is getting them both thousands of views. Just like that, when she's at the top of the world, Ellie begins to unravel. Her father's cancer forces her to face her childhood and how it affected her relationship with food and her body. Her desperation for perfection pushes her toward inauthenticity online. Her relationship with her fiance suffers a blow. Beaudoin-Masse skillfully makes readers a part of Ellie's inner world and online life. Some chapters include tidbits about influencers and celebrities interspersed with YouTube rankings, text messages, Instagram comments, and snippets of Ellie's social media feed. Other chapters read like small essays, powerful as almost stand-alone pieces that are insightful and effective glimpses into Ellie's life. Ellie's friendship with Opale, her sister's girlfriend, builds slowly, believably, and beautifully. Though Ellie's life is aspirational in many respects, her struggles, fears, trauma, and resilience are familiar. The cast reads white. A realistically flawed character worth rooting for in a story worth reading. (Fiction. 16-adult)

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